# - My First Time

I you had a choice, would you want to know how your first time would unfurl?
How it might play out in real time?
Would he be elusive or sweet, or shockingly handsome perhaps?
When it came down to it
I never really even saw his face.
Did he see mine?
Did he even want to see mine?
A little something to take off the edge
Just a short walk to my car, he said
All I could hear was the sound of my doc martens hitting the pavement
Then gravel
Then grass
Then dirt
Where the fuck are we now?
Now what I heard was the sound of his zipper coming undone
I followed his lead
I remembter thinking to myself
My first time
Great